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So much within 1 month.

1 month has past since the last time I posted. Within this 1 month, lots have happened be it the good or the bad. I have started sch almost a month, learnt lots of new things, lots of stuff that i have never learn before.  However school’s still fun, getting to know more friends and to learn more new things.

However for the past few days, things turned. Friends told me that a schoolmate of mine was involved in an accident. I don’t really know her, however I have seen her a couple of times. Then the day before yesterday she passed away. It was a great blow to both her family and friends, she was known to be the nicest girl. What do girls do best? Bitching, and this girl never bitch about others, always working hard for her goal. She tried so hard studying, asking and learning because partly she was from a “lousier” stream and climb to a better stream.

Just as things were going bad, a friend of mine was her classmate. Of course comforting is what I should do as a friend, but I can’t do anything much. In 2006, one of her best friend died of dengue fever, now another classmate. Both have something in common – known to be the nicest people. When she asked why? I couldn’t answer, not even lying my way through. Last time I told her that maybe its God who wanted him back with him, but this time? again? So do that means that nice people have to die early? That friend of mine couldn’t bring herself to that girl’s wake. She can’t take the fact that people who are nice from her class are leaving.

I then self-reflected, what if its me who is in her shoe, I don’t think I can take it.  Especially the pain of losing your best friend. This friend is so nice that there is no reason that you can hate her. I can only ask my friend to see her classmate for the last time, if not, there’s no second time….lets hope there’s no third time of sending a friend of hers again.

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May 2, 2008 Posted by splittingfire | blog, dead, feeling lost, singapore, sorrow | | 1 Comment

Celebrating with your CHURCH friends will not bring you to heaven.

Alright today is Wednesday, and as usual, I’m glued to my computer all day long ( I suppose ^^ ). And ya, today is also one of my firend’s birthday, however he didn’t want to celebrate with his usual friends, us. Instead, he is going to celebrate it with his cell group members ( church friends ). He gave an excuse saying that one of our usual friend ( also his church friend ) saying that he has to attend school, so night he couldnt make it as the next day he has to wake up early. Right away, I knew that he was making an excuse about that guy who has to attend to school. I was sure that today, when you celebrate your birthday with your cell group members, that school boy, will be there too. Anyways, it doesn’t affect us much, one of my friend was laughing at him. He was saying ” Go lor, celebrate with cell group member huh, tell him ah, celebrating with them won’t guarantee his slot in the heaven one .”

But ya, it is his birthday and not ours, so I suppose we shouldn’t bother much about that. Not only that today is my friend’s birthday, today is the double disaster. Another friend of mine is returning from Australia, damn, and he will start badgering us with his ”Degree taking” in Australia. LOL. He was damn pathetic when he couldn’t even do a simple question on trigonometry. And he’s answer for a tree was 1.5m, we said it was because he’s short, maybe his tree is mind has always been 1.5m. As short as what he is, and imagine, in Singapore people aren’t tall. And if you get mock at being short, that person must be a real shortie. What’s more, he’s attending a school in Australia, haha the guys in west are extremly tall. And I guess he is just an ant to them…LOL…we call him little man here, they call him little ant there. LOL

The words lor, huh, ah, one, in the conversation was a type of Singaporean’s slang…or to be known as “Singlish” .

March 19, 2008 Posted by splittingfire | australia, blog, blogging, cell group, church, degree taking, disaster, heaven, little man, singapore, trigonometry | , , , , , , , | No Comments Yet