So much within 1 month.

1 month has past since the last time I posted. Within this 1 month, lots have happened be it the good or the bad. I have started sch almost a month, learnt lots of new things, lots of stuff that i have never learn before.  However school’s still fun, getting to know more friends and to learn more new things.

However for the past few days, things turned. Friends told me that a schoolmate of mine was involved in an accident. I don’t really know her, however I have seen her a couple of times. Then the day before yesterday she passed away. It was a great blow to both her family and friends, she was known to be the nicest girl. What do girls do best? Bitching, and this girl never bitch about others, always working hard for her goal. She tried so hard studying, asking and learning because partly she was from a “lousier” stream and climb to a better stream.

Just as things were going bad, a friend of mine was her classmate. Of course comforting is what I should do as a friend, but I can’t do anything much. In 2006, one of her best friend died of dengue fever, now another classmate. Both have something in common – known to be the nicest people. When she asked why? I couldn’t answer, not even lying my way through. Last time I told her that maybe its God who wanted him back with him, but this time? again? So do that means that nice people have to die early? That friend of mine couldn’t bring herself to that girl’s wake. She can’t take the fact that people who are nice from her class are leaving.

I then self-reflected, what if its me who is in her shoe, I don’t think I can take it.  Especially the pain of losing your best friend. This friend is so nice that there is no reason that you can hate her. I can only ask my friend to see her classmate for the last time, if not, there’s no second time….lets hope there’s no third time of sending a friend of hers again.

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The awakening from the lost.

The beautiful memories of him.In this year’s Febuary 6, my dog went missing. It was one of the hardest day to go by, however I was somehow not greatly affected for long…not anyone in my family. We were all sad, however we all have this glimpse of hope that we could find him, but unfortunately not. It seems that all this were destined, my dog was passed to my cousin to take care because my relatives and us are going overseas and since he was not going, we asked him to look after our dog. Our reason for his ran away was – none of us did say anything to our precious dog, Bear Bear, not saying that he will be staying in my cousin’s place while we were gone. My father just took him there while my sisters and I wasn’t home. So we didn’t have the chance to say anything to him.

We tried looking for Bear Bear, pasted notices nearby my cousin’s place, but all our efforts were furtile. We even went to flats to flats to ask if anyone have seen our dog. Day by day past, our hopes have been annihilated, and our lifes began to go back to normal. But the sudden sorrows still struck at us, be it in the day, night or even when we see someone with their dog. Pictures of him, memories of him will always be in our hearts. It seemed that maybe Bear Bear was too good for us, and he has to go. Guess we just have to let go, and we truly hope that the current owner will love him as much as we do.

Nevertheless, either Bear Bear or us have to get our lifes on, maybe he is even enjoying the new life that he got himself into. Sometimes life just go in the way that we didn’t want, but we have to constantly remind ourselves, if life just go as what we want, then we will be lifeless. Because we gets anything and everything we want, no one will have ambition, no one will have the feeling of lost. Guess its time for all of us who are drowned in our sorrow to wake up, to truly move on. Although my dog is gone, but i rather him to go then die, and even he is dead we have to move on. Anyone will have to move on from sorrow, sorrow is just something that tangle us. The more struggle we does, the tighter it gets, so why not just slowly free yourself.                          And in search of other happiness.